its over. maybe forever.maybe not. but anyway,its over.
Feeling sad won't help things. But trying to pretend that i'm happy, is worse.
we got a GOLD for SYF. XM CHORALE, ROCK ON!!
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 4:35 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
yups...this year is stressful. actually practically everything is stressing me these days.. but in think the more important problem is about that. i just don't know what to do anymore you know.i'm lost. And its really eating me up day by day..Maybe one day its all right,but the next is not. I can't bear to give this up but its really killing me. Thoughts just surface and its like you know its totally ridiculous but you can't do anything about it. Save Me. I don't know if we have mutual feelings..If they're not,lets just give up. Theres really no point.. when the feelings have faded but it hurts like hell
