its kind of hard not to get depressed these days.. after this week i doubt i'll be blogging any time soon.
and next week is a busy week=(
watched beowulf today!! its nice=)
and i think its sad to know that.. things you give up on will never come back. one wrong move can destroy a once cherished friendship. someone you thought who cared actually didnt give a damn. we have to move on. memories cannot be re-lived. this is reality. when there a three,there'll always be one left out.
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 10:22 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
some photos from 6joy chalet!
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 8:11 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
wth! dont know what got into me this morning.. like early morning. crazy already la!!
we pia-ed mahjong for 11hours during chalet so fun! hahas
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 7:28 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
wth ytd super paiseh la!!! i'm off to chalet!!!! 6joy2003 rocks!!-D
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 12:11 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
THANKS!!=D had a really fun and enjoyable week though it was really packed and busy and tiring=) the fellowship celebrated our birthdays today! it was really really fun=D its indescribable...hahas
the past 3 days have been really really busy. due to wenbin ls and michael's wedding.. the wedding dinner was held at Marriott hotel and the bridal suite is really really cool. then ended up making a last minute decision to sleepover at sister's house=)
i need to get the powerpoint done!! so cya!=)
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 11:51 PM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
tmr wenbin ls's and michael's big day!! need to wake up really really early=D hope everything goes well lo
hope I can finish this week's worship powerpoint on time!! think must burn midnight oil.lol
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 10:56 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
been slacking at sister's house for the past three days!! it was fun! then her brother super funny.hahas finally submitted the jc thing today. the deadline was at 4pm today and sister submitted the jc thing for me at exactly 3.52pm. scary la!!=D
spastic photos taken with church mates=D
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 10:15 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
wth actually had my mind more or less set on going jc. then my dad came home and said stuff like go poly la.. then when i told him i dont know what course to take, then he kept saying go what banking go what finance la then he said that he not a matter of what i like. now my blood is boiling.
had a rather slack and fun day. went to sister's house=D but no mood to blog bout it. but i dyed my hair and think its kinda weird=)
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 10:28 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
today was super extremely fun!! we had this church outing to ice skate today and it was really really fun man. it was my first time ice skating!! another first=) and guess what?I actually managed to learn how to ice skate within an hour or so! got a few bruises la..bout 2=D hahas could have gotten more..but was saved by various ppl along the way xp
then we went to play pool after that. I was really happy cos the ppl who usually kept to themselves in church started opening up today!=D well,a good day all in all
okay,kinda stressed over worship leading again. its really stressful! =D but I lost my bottle... think i lost it in the movies on fri=( rather sad about it though...
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 10:09 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
super long day! almost couldnt wake up this morning to go for the meeting. actually switched off my alarm and went to sleep again.. if sister didnt call me i think i would not have gone for the meeting=)
then went to pick our gowns for wenbin ls's wedding.. I got mine on the first try!hahas Gowns with sneakers are so super cute!! I think i'll get married in sneakers next time xp we saw this really cool wedding album as well cos the couple was rather young then they took really cool photos and the bride wore sneakers with her gown in a few of the photo shoots! its really cool man..didnt see such albums before=)
and sister came to my house after that it was really fun!! we helped dye each others hair. I did hers first and was happily dyeing away.. didnt realise until left only 3/4 of the mixture=D so in the end my colour isn't really seeable hahas. shall try dyeing again soon!=) sister's blog was difficult to make.. but its finally up!
well well,I still miss him though
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 11:13 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
I cant believe prom is over!! and i cant believe that o's are over too! ended up sleeping over at germaine's house with some other ppl after prom. didnt sleep much. hence,my plan to sleep really soon.
Am kind of depressed though.. the future seems rather bleak and gray. I dont want to graduate! I dont want to leave xinmin! I dont want to leave 403! but what to do?cant do anything to stop time. the best you can do is to cherish every single minute of the day but when you say cherish,how do you know you really do cherish it?
Have loads of time on my hands now. Hopefully I wont be depressed everyday. In just a few weeks,things are going to change... and they're gonna get worse.
and these days,I miss him more than anything else. and my mind's a whirl of confusion.
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 8:53 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
PROM'S TMR!
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 9:51 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
very super super tired! too lazy to blog. forget it=)
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 9:26 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
today was a tough day!!! we spent about 3 hours trashing things out at church and finally settled the whole thg.. hope this incident brought us closer=)
next week brings a mixture of emotions man excitement due to the upcoming prom but after that its like theres nothing to really look forward to. and prom will mean the end of secondary sch life=( so sad... then wont be able to see everyone as much already. It'll even be hard to meet them.hai
feel like buying SOP's new album!! very nice!hahas
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 8:33 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
got all my prom stuff yesterday!! well,except for a cardigan and maybe sunglasses ... but doubt i'm buying it. oh yar.and a belt.hahas
i'm going retro! so not really following the theme hahas I hope its okay though...and not too out of place. but I look rather different.LOL=)
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 5:52 PM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
was talking to anna today then realised how much i missed him and how much hopes i'm still habouring but wth.
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 9:31 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
我知道你我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后 信誓旦旦给了承诺 却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错 只是放手会比较好过 最美的爱情回忆里待续
*was just listening to this song by jay chou. and the lyrics suddenly struck me...
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 9:20 PM
well went far east to shop today didnt get anything though couldnt find anything really nice was the only one who still hadnt got a dress.hahas
pho's dress is like perfect for her man. super nice and ning got her dress for $7!!
and we saw 26 xinmin people there. hope I wont end up getting something someone else bought for prom=)
we're going bugis on friday!!
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 9:09 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
we're going for our first official prom shopping tmr!! so fun!! hahas we're still going on two more days i think=)
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 10:46 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
I'm like gaming and gaming and gaming... this is like the first night i'm not mugging. feels kinda weird though...abit lost hahas
shall dedicate a day to deviantart-ing,facebook-ing and making blogskins!=)
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 10:34 PM
oh man. why did i like dream of him??!! the feeling is so real and...i dont know. just makes things worse=(
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 11:56 AM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
I cannot take it anymore!!! I need a break!!
I'm like really behind time=( havent really started revising bio and the paper's tmr.. and my nose is running away its making me really really tired=(
JIAYOU!! one more minute left before i need to get back to studying
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 8:54 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
woke up today with a sore throat=( guess i'm sick=(
anyway,i read this yesterday "...the biblical word word is endurance and perseverance, the ability to keep on doing the things you've committed yourself to do, whether you feel like it or not. Faith gets you started, perseverance keeps you going." so i guess theres really no turning back..keep on going..
and yeah.had the talk with today.think it went rather well=) really hope they'll be better changes in kids' choir after this=D and they treated us to fish and co!!so nice.hahas
and all thats left now, are memories♥ 2:39 PM
Friday, November 02, 2007
well I'm on this road and I cant turn back no matter how much i want to... its taking all the strength I have to just concentrate on looking forward instead of looking back at the past..
