I feel like I don't know myself anymore. Its like there are expectations to meet,things to show that you can do it and ecetera. Stuck in the middle of who you are and who you want to be. The biasedness the they show sometimes really do make me feel bitter and disappointed. And it really takes alot of effort to just swallow everything that comes my way and just try to accept it.. Sometimes, it makes me feel like walking away from God. But then, I know its because of God that I'm learning to accept the things that come my way. Its also because of God that I'm regaining the confidence to remain as who I am. Thank you Lord.
